Looking Back at 2015

I did a Looking back at 2014 last year but it seems like i just wrote that blogpost a week ago.

A year has passed so quickly there are so many people i'm so thankful for and many amazing opportunities as well.

Grab like some food or something and prepare yourself for a long blogpost as we look back at what happened in my life in 2015.

Firstly let me start by apologising, i'm sorry i stopped blogging. And i must admit that Youtube was basically what i did in the whole of Nov/Dec. So i promise i will blog more next year but really no promises as i have O Levels coming up :(

2015 was amazing.

I grew tremendously, into a stronger person and a much happier person. I am seriously so proud of myself. I learnt how to let go and accept things then move on.

And of course all these could not happen without my amazing bunch of friends beside me.

At the start of Sec 3, it wasn't easy. There was a huge change as Sec 3 meaning, new friends, new class, new everything. I lack of social skills, i'm too afraid to talk to anyone so making new friends to me was a huge problem. I sat alone in class but my table partner now, asked me whether she could sit with me, i literally just nod my head and then looked away. Worst part was i didn't talk to her for an entire of 3 days. She must have HATED me during these 3 days which i hope she didn't HAHA. But now we are much closer (i think HAHA) she was there to cheer me up and listen to me although i will always disturb her in class, sorry :(. But i'm honestly so thankful for her.

Probably the best table partner ever.

But my amazing WINDOW SQUAD (shoutout to you guys)

You guys have basically been a HUGE part of my life in 2015 and will continue to be in 2016!!

But i'm honestly so thankful for each and every single one of you really, for always sticking with me cheering me up when i'm at my lowest and basically just being a bunch of joy. I love every single moment spent together with you guys.

I love you guys

loads.

And also many many many other people who have made 2015 so so great which i should have already thanked each and everyone of you personally on instagram! hehe.

Many great things happened as well.

Too many that i can't even name them

And of course i couldn't not include my parents.

Thanks for dealing my bullshit and shitty attitude all day.

Thank you so much.

We all know that life has its ups and downs and my life isn't always just so happy and amazing.

This year i had my breakdowns here and there, major ones as well. Major Major ones. Crystal if you're reading this, this is about you okay. Thank you for always slapping me awake. Whenever i talk to you you're always so harsh with your answers but i know its just a way to make me feel a lot better to make me 'wake up'. Also thanks for always talking A LOT of sense in me. I truly appreciate that a lot a lot a lot. Thank you for being such a great impact in my life. Along with my other friends as well!!

LOVE YOU GUYS

Can't thank you guys enough.

I used to think that, i'm worthless, no one cares for me, i'm such a shitty screwed up person that nobody gives a shit about but here's something that i quoted from my previous blogpost that i think its so important to bring it back this year again.

"In everyone lives,someone out there will definitely care for you.As long as you stop focusing on the one person that doesn't care about you and start noticing the people around that cares for you."

And it is in fact very true. Look at a different perspective of things i guess. This made me feel so much better.

This ends off my blogpost!

I wish all of y'all a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hopefully 2016 will start of well for everyone and end off well as well!

2015 has been really amazing.

And lastly

Thank you all for your support that you guys have given to me this year!

Like i said in the "Looking back at 2014" blogpost, I'll STILL TRY to blog more next year!!

But this time really no promises because

O LEVELS O LEVELS O LEVELS O LEVELES O LEVELS O LEVELS O LEVELS

ok enough haha.

But i'll kinda be on my social medias so stalk me there!

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